It's Roxas. You were one of Axel's gods, right? I figured it out after one of your shinki posted on the BBS.
I'm sorry for what happened. I had no idea telling a shinki about their past would turn them into ayakashi, but Axel fought me on it till I let things slip. His original god was the one who killed him in the end. I talked to her earlier about all of this, and she doesn't blame anyone for it. We weren't told this was going to happen.
Just rest, okay? I don't think Forrest would mind you coming back to his temple. Sora's still here, and I'm sticking around there to help him. Can you tell Kido I'm sorry for getting you hurt? I'd message her, but I don't think I can handle her yelling at me right now.
If you can, warn your shinki about asking. I don't want this to happen to anyone else.
[It takes him a long time to reply, trying to come up with words and failing.
Eventually he locks himself in his room and thinks about it. It's two hours later before he manages to send his text.]
I was.
You're right that we weren't told. I wish we were, maybe this could have been avoided. Nobody deserves to die like that. [Nobody deserves to die, to be "put down" but that's the reality they live in.]
I'm not sure anybody involved can handle yelling right now. I'll tell her. It's been a couple of days and I still feel drained. I'm staying at my temple with Todoroki and Kido. We seem okay as far as recovery goes.
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Text, May 1st, Evening
It's Roxas. You were one of Axel's gods, right? I figured it out after one of your shinki posted on the BBS.
I'm sorry for what happened. I had no idea telling a shinki about their past would turn them into ayakashi, but Axel fought me on it till I let things slip. His original god was the one who killed him in the end. I talked to her earlier about all of this, and she doesn't blame anyone for it. We weren't told this was going to happen.
Just rest, okay? I don't think Forrest would mind you coming back to his temple. Sora's still here, and I'm sticking around there to help him. Can you tell Kido I'm sorry for getting you hurt? I'd message her, but I don't think I can handle her yelling at me right now.
If you can, warn your shinki about asking. I don't want this to happen to anyone else.
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Eventually he locks himself in his room and thinks about it. It's two hours later before he manages to send his text.]
I was.
You're right that we weren't told. I wish we were, maybe this could have been avoided. Nobody deserves to die like that. [Nobody deserves to die, to be "put down" but that's the reality they live in.]
I'm not sure anybody involved can handle yelling right now. I'll tell her. It's been a couple of days and I still feel drained. I'm staying at my temple with Todoroki and Kido. We seem okay as far as recovery goes.
Thank you for letting me know.